Drip. Drip. Drip. "What the hell is going on?" I questioned. My body felt heavy and numb as I tried to move. My head resonated like someone was banging it as if it was a drum. I searched around to see nothing but darkness. Piss was strong as it fouled that air and invaded my nostrils. The odor burned my nose as I inhaled. It masked my nose in a blanket of musk and disgust. My eyes watered at the sure scent of it, I knew I had to get out of here, but how was I am going to get out. Most importantly, where in the hell I'm I? I laid there.
My stomach twisted with every breath. I attempted to sit up to remember the last thing that I could remember. My head spun and blurred as I tried to get up. I knew I was drunk for sure but what else. I surveyed around to discover that I laid on a mattress. I observed to my surrounding as I heard cars zoom in the background.
"Was I downtown?" I questioned myself as I sat up off the floor.
"Ok? Seems like I'm downtown but where." As, I glanced around for my underwear.
I searched the floor to find them as I remembered that I went to this frat party on campus. Ron had invited me to go with him to the party and he pretty much begged. Finals were in two days away and he wanted to have fun before that happened. I wrestled with the decision to go or not. I thought what the hell you only live once. Ron cheesed. He had that big ass Kool-Aid smile on his face. We went to the party there were plenty of fine ass niggas and bitches there too. I wasn't studying the hoes. I had one thing on my mind that was James Smith with fine ass hell. The nigga was one of these brothers who didn't need no one to tell him that he was sexy. His body was right from head to toe. Sexy ass lips, brown eyes, wavy hair, and a body out of his world. Rumors around campus he had a ten inch dick and you better believe I was going to find out. I'm find out exactly what that Snicker taste like and I wasn't about let no one get my man.
They were handing out Jello shots to everyone and everyone had to have at least 3. I got my three, I threw them back, and got some more before I went looking for James. Ron was caking up with some girl and I shook my head. This nigga be putting up all kind of fronts and he hitting pussy when he always talking about getting dicked down. He was my best friend so I don't give a fuck about that as long as he doesn’t get in my way. I finally found James talking to some of his friend on the basketball. He looked good and flashed me a smile. I sat my drink on the table for a second, as I needed to catch my breath. James knew what he was doing the whole time. My heart skipped a beat suddenly Ron threw his arm over my shoulder.
"I see you got your eye on your boy" he whispered in my ear.
"Yeah, man so what?" I questioned.
"Nothing man you know I heard his dick is…" I interrupted.
"Oh, you don't need to tell me…I already know my friend" I shut Ron down.
"Big talk from a virgin…so do you think you can take that" Ron licked his lips.
"I got this man,” I said but I was putting up a front. I didn't know if I could to be honest but I had one thought. I wanted James to be my first and last. "How I'm make that happened" just that thought raced through my mind. I knew James had been giving subtle signs and checking out my ass. He slapped it a few times but I didn't pay it any attention. I gazed to see he walked toward the bathroom and thought to myself.
"This is your chance!" I raced toward the bathroom and brushed Ron's arm from my shoulder.
I walked toward the bathroom, entered the hallway, and then James rushed into the bathroom. "I got you staring over there" he smiled. I was shocked and I couldn't fix my mouth to say a word.
"Mmmm…wait!" I was all I could manage to get these words out.
"It's coo bruh I know…I am feeling you too" he kissed softly.
He parted my lips, invaded my mouth, and wrapped his strong arm around my waist. He smelt of the Burberry mingled with some Curve yet his lips tasted of sweet strawberries. I caressed his arms as I rubbed him. I went lower because I wanted to know if he was as big as his rumors so I reached lower for his bulge of his jeans. I gripped it and James broke the kiss.
"Hold on, Antuwan…Ain't ready to do that just yet" James stared my eyes.
"I like you but I can't fuck you in here…I want this to be special" I raised an eyebrow.
"Why is that?" I asked.
"I know you're a virgin" My mouth dropped.
"How you know that?" I paused. "
"I be giving you all kind of signs and you've been missing them." He laughed.
"Let's do this right…say my place?" I asked.
"Aight. I'm about to dip out so meet me there" Our lips shared another embrace then walked out of the bathroom. I frozen while I stared at the mirror.
"Did that really happen?" I had the most puzzled look on my face.
"Damn I need a drink" I walked out the bathroom back to into the madness. I searched from Ron with my drink and I almost didn’t see him. Then, I spotted him, walked over the drunk people, and walked up to him.
"Aye, I need a drink…where my cup?" I asked him.
"Ain't it right where you left it?" Ron asked. I eyed the table and it was still there.
"I got it." I sipped on the little liquor I had left.
That's all I could remember as my head pounded. I felt strange then found a switch to what seemed to be a lamp. I switched the lamp on. My mind flashed again when I thought harder. This strange guy had offered to take me home, I couldn't find Ron, and I agreed to get in the car. I remembered that I screamed take me to James's place and he said sure I will take you anywhere you want to go. His face was covered with a blur of darkness. I came to reality as the lamp illuminated the room. I saw that I was in downtown in one of those abandoned apartment building. I stared down between my legs. I gasped as I stared at the pool of blood on my jeans and boxers. I stood there and the blood flown out of my body. There was a tingling sensation as though there was crawling inside of as I reached back. My hands discovered the hole and all I saw as blood and cum. As the blood ran and cum poured out in the mix, I collapsed to the mattress as my face reddened. My tears rained harder than any storm and emptiness enveloped my sanity. "Oh God, what I'm gonna to do?"
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