With some much pain in my eyes. I am crawled into a ball in the corner just embrace my knees. As the tear rolled down my face, I felt like all I could do was breath. My heart shattered into thousands of pieces and wonder what the hell had happened.
"Why?" I said.
"What did I do to deserve it" as I got up and beat into the wall
I hold onto my chain with our names on it. It was suppose to be me and you forever. I ripped the chain from my neck, throw it toward the mirror, and it shattered the mirror. I rubbed my head, my mind full of rage and anger, and I grabbed the chair slanged it against the wall.
"Why baby? Why?" cupped my face and exhaled. I walked toward the drawer for pack of cigarettes, lighting the first cigar, and putting it to my lips. I coughed as I tried to smoke it, inhaled toward the cigarette, and exhaled the smoke. Slowly, I walked toward the picture of us.
"Jessica…why did you have to leave me?"
"Baby I could have gave you the world" as I exhaled the smoke.
"Damn baby…all I can do it is think of your warm caramel skin, soft juicy lips, and sexy hips" as I inhaled. My eyes reddened as the smoke full the room . I read on the picture saying Allen and Jessica forever. My eyes watered more as I read it and exhaled the smoke.
"Well she is out having her fun…" finished my first cigarette and reaching for another one. I lighted up the next cigarette and the cigarette burned my pink lips. I could feel my temperature rising, my skin turning red, and I fell down to the floor. I rubbed my muscular frame, looked into the shattered to see a shell of a man I once was, and exhaled.
"Hell Allen you look fuck up" I laughed as I rubbed my hair through my wavy hair. I slammed my fist into wall, knocked a hole in the wall, and crawled into the ball. Slowly, I closed my eyes, saw Jessica smiling face, and the cigarette fell out of my mouth. I could see her on the beach like two years ago on vacation to Florida. She called me as he pulled me.
"Come on Allen. Join me baby?" as she lowered her bikini.
"I am coming baby? I raced
Suddenly, ashes passed by my eyes and I felt heat as my body got hot all of a sudden. The sand of the beach vanished to be ashes and flames.
"O shit! I need to get out of here" I rushed toward the door. I turned around to see Jessica saying "Come me join" as she extended her hand. I looked toward the door then look at Jessica as I could see the beach. I reached for her hand then it disappeared into to smoke.
"Hey Trey, I have a great night tonight but I need to get back to Allen" Jessica said as she reached for her keys to the car.
"I enjoyed her time" as Trey continued to stroke his dick.
"I wish it could have been longer though"
"Maybe next huh?" Trey looked at Jessica.
"Maybe" Jessica said as you looked onto the floor and leave out Trey's apartment. She closed the door, walked down the stairs, and entered the parking lot. She opened the door to her car, started the car, and reached for her cell. She dialed Allen's number, the phone continued to rang without an answer, and then his voicemail.
"Hey baby I am on my way, I am see you in a lil bit" she sighed.
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"Why?" I said.
"What did I do to deserve it" as I got up and beat into the wall
I hold onto my chain with our names on it. It was suppose to be me and you forever. I ripped the chain from my neck, throw it toward the mirror, and it shattered the mirror. I rubbed my head, my mind full of rage and anger, and I grabbed the chair slanged it against the wall.
"Why baby? Why?" cupped my face and exhaled. I walked toward the drawer for pack of cigarettes, lighting the first cigar, and putting it to my lips. I coughed as I tried to smoke it, inhaled toward the cigarette, and exhaled the smoke. Slowly, I walked toward the picture of us.
"Jessica…why did you have to leave me?"
"Baby I could have gave you the world" as I exhaled the smoke.
"Damn baby…all I can do it is think of your warm caramel skin, soft juicy lips, and sexy hips" as I inhaled. My eyes reddened as the smoke full the room . I read on the picture saying Allen and Jessica forever. My eyes watered more as I read it and exhaled the smoke.
"Well she is out having her fun…" finished my first cigarette and reaching for another one. I lighted up the next cigarette and the cigarette burned my pink lips. I could feel my temperature rising, my skin turning red, and I fell down to the floor. I rubbed my muscular frame, looked into the shattered to see a shell of a man I once was, and exhaled.
"Hell Allen you look fuck up" I laughed as I rubbed my hair through my wavy hair. I slammed my fist into wall, knocked a hole in the wall, and crawled into the ball. Slowly, I closed my eyes, saw Jessica smiling face, and the cigarette fell out of my mouth. I could see her on the beach like two years ago on vacation to Florida. She called me as he pulled me.
"Come on Allen. Join me baby?" as she lowered her bikini.
"I am coming baby? I raced
Suddenly, ashes passed by my eyes and I felt heat as my body got hot all of a sudden. The sand of the beach vanished to be ashes and flames.
"O shit! I need to get out of here" I rushed toward the door. I turned around to see Jessica saying "Come me join" as she extended her hand. I looked toward the door then look at Jessica as I could see the beach. I reached for her hand then it disappeared into to smoke.
"Hey Trey, I have a great night tonight but I need to get back to Allen" Jessica said as she reached for her keys to the car.
"I enjoyed her time" as Trey continued to stroke his dick.
"I wish it could have been longer though"
"Maybe next huh?" Trey looked at Jessica.
"Maybe" Jessica said as you looked onto the floor and leave out Trey's apartment. She closed the door, walked down the stairs, and entered the parking lot. She opened the door to her car, started the car, and reached for her cell. She dialed Allen's number, the phone continued to rang without an answer, and then his voicemail.
"Hey baby I am on my way, I am see you in a lil bit" she sighed.
©All rights reserved by D’Kwon Ty 2010
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